James, July 2010 | i can feel his energy as if he were still standing in front of me. i met Mr. James last night, sovereignly. he has been homeless for 3 years. due to depression and unforgiveness. he said to me, "i'm trying to allow god to forgive those who have wronged me." he had such a beautiful spirit. he also said, "God will make a way." i replied, "oh my goodness, so you are saved?" he said, "yes, i love my Lord, Jesus. He saved me!" he even gave me a handshake and a big old hug. i was so happy . so very happy. i felt my tears tickling and stinging my eyes. luckily, they did not trickle down for him to see. he told me he had been outside of _____ trying to help them move their equipment out of the place for a little bit of cash - it was his only promised income. he told me we should come out tuesday nights , that he could get us in! i chuckled, he laughed. after i told him my name, he smiled with such longing and said his neice's name was jasmine too. i could feel his loving energy towards his niece transfer into me, he missed her. he also told me that alot of people had been wanting to snap photos of him. i told him it was because he had such great features. he said all he needed was just a penny. because all he had was a dime. i wish i had something on me. my friend handed me some teddy grahms that were left over. i gave them to him. he said with a voice full of gratefulness, "that's great. some food. really what i need. thank you. bless you." i didn't wanna leave him. but the greensheet truck behind us forced us to keep moving forward. forced us all to keep moving forward. i pray that james here keeps moving. forward.